still lounging

right now im sitting in one of those disc chair things they sell from urban outfitters wondering whether or not i should spend as much as im planning on spending the moment i get reimbursed for rent...

i get into these moods sometimes where all i want to do is blow a grand on shoes and clothes and wine and maybe a few booked flights going exotic places like bermuda. i almost booked a flight there once, without thinking about accomodations or passports.

in the end i didn't. i have a lot of stories like that i've realized. this one time i almost. but i didn't. most of the time i think that's for the better but every once in a while i'd like to say and i did.